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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|11:44 am] |
I swear it freaking haunts me every, single, day. And night. Just when I thought I could get over it. It haunts me y'know, yes it HAUNTS me, and you are not making it any easier. Don't you dare reassure me so sincerely from your heart that you will not lie again when lying has become a part of you. And guess what? I'm stupid enough to give you so many chances, to forgive you time and again, to always be here for you even though you're a liar, because I hope that one day you will wake up and realise who's actually worth it. You can even promise me a lie, and swear it, I don't even know how I am supposed to believe you anymore.
Fucking bitch I don't deserve all this shit. Thanks ok thank you. Thank you? FUCK YOU. |
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|11:27 pm] |
Physical geog, Math paper 1 and GP down.
Physical geog was quite screwed. Omg I didn't know how to do the first question for Math because I conveniently FORGOT what is a QUADRATIC equation, yeah shoot myself right I'm so gonna remember this for life, so stupid. And everyone was like how the hell do you do question 4?? Totally needed a little more time. GP passage was easy but the questions were rather hard. Vicky said she did AQ in 5 minutes. And I rushed through 4 vocab words in 10 seconds HAHA.
Next week is shit but 11 MORE DAYS TO GO YAY! (:
Anyway recently she keeps giving me this particular look that I don't know where she learns from. One day she was watching tv with her head on my lap as usual, so I played with her hair and I wanted to take a photo so I asked her to pose and she gave me the same face again! And I was so amused because apparently I've never seen her pose like this before.
  
Me: (amused for the 100th time) HAHA who taught you this look! Where you learn from??
W: ... America's Next Top Model.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH! OMG I don't know if I should laugh or cry. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|09:00 pm] |
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Please don't make me hate you. ): ): ): |
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|11:22 pm] |
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People think dreams aren’t real just because they aren’t made of matter, of particles. Dreams are real. But they are made of viewpoints, of images, of memories and puns and lost hopes.
— Neil Gaiman
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|11:55 pm] |
I wish I could stop locking entries but I guess I don't have a choice? Anyway life sucks for now it's just 6 more days to my first physical geog paper and 20 more days to the end of this shit omg, I can't wait. And I swear this period of time just irritates me so much. I keep having sleepness nights I don't know why? Oh and I'm a happy girl today because Pebbles whipped up a delicious dinner for me haha my favourite fried rice. (: And her fried rice is the best fried rice in the world! (:
And hi friends I love all of you and I miss saap. ):
"To be soft like plasticine. Each step you fall down lending a hand to you. Shaping you. Rather than stopping you."
- I Wrote This For You. |
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[Oct. 31st, 2009|01:05 am] |
Had a fever on Wednesday omg 38.0 degree celcius! Initially I found it quite exciting because I hadn't had a fever in years haha and I kept touching my forehead because I found it so amusing that my forehead kept turning from hot to cold and back again. I didn't know fever felt like this. Pebbles was very nice to me, she made sandwich and honey lemon drink and came all the way to my house for delivery before going to school. (:
I wish I had a goal, a dream, instead of studying for the sake of it. Everyday it's just study and study and Study and StUdY and StuDy and stuDy and sTUDy and STUDY omg I find it so meaningless. So damn meaningless. Of course there are other things like eat and sleep and tv and the web, and occasional temptations to shop haha but still. Anddd, this is my pms period, I've become very impatient, and I keep having bitch fits now and then omg what's wrong with me. >:(
With all the studying aside, have I mentioned that life without school is effing awesome? Don't have to look at some people who appear to be pleasant (omg disgusting I want to puke) but are actually full of lies and put up a front, don't get to hear things that make you mad, don't need to worry about insignificant things, no pointless dramas, etc. I think my life span has increased by 5 years.
Anw, hello back at you Vicky, I'm not horny HAHA.
"I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle, but if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe
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